Showing posts with label Mojito Moments. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mojito Moments. Show all posts

Sunday, November 20, 2011

The Bouganvillea Sang While I Waited For You



It started as a balmy, every day Sri Lankan day when the araliya flowers in my gardens were in bloom. The days were hot and the nights were hotter, the muslin curtained windows were thrown open to coax in the slowest of breezes. The balmy days of a Sri Lankan spring slowly turned into the characteristic humid summer. My parents were cutting mangoes, and the golden juices pooled lazily at the bottom of the plates almost beautifully as we watched a sneaky fly or two trying to get into it. 

Who would have thought that you'd come along? 

My days were slow, sad. Only paced up with those days at the Barefoot Cafe where my friends and I spent hour upon hour reflecting on the shallowest vagaries of life and drinking liter upon liter of beer and in my case, iced tea. The balmy Sri Lankan spring turned into a humid Sri Lankan summer. The beat was slow, temporal. Out of sync, out of place. Summer hardly felt like summer, but it's always summer in our little island paradise. The birds were too tired to sing, it was far too warm. The butterflies couldn't step out, the sun would have burnt their wings into fairy dust. 

Who would have thought you'd come along?

The bright pink Bougainvillea in my garden, violent shades of magenta and orange; they blossmed in full stilt in the harsh sunlight, sining out their colours like an all too eager show choir. They were my mother's pride and joy. I'd spend the days fanning myself in the verandah with a battered copy of the Hi magazine dated three years back and my dogs would be at my feet, so lethargic in the warmth to even raise their heads up from their paws. The spring dragged on into the heat of the summer. My days were punctuated by cold faludas from Bombay Sweet, ice cold Cokes from the college cafeteria and cold milk chugged out of the carton at midnight. 

Who would have thought you'd come along? 

Ice creams melted just outside college as we walked out of the kade that sold Jumbo Jolly. Just when we though the heat wouldn't end, the first drops of the seasonal rain began to hit. A little to early in the year, it was true. No complaints, the heat was unbearable. Warm, cozy Sundays cuddled up in bed, a cold pillow to keep me happy, watching the plant world through a rain streaked window and drink ginger until it almost ran in my veins. The days were cool and beautiful, the streets were rain streaked and full of utter senesless joy. The nights were cold and blankets were soft. The fresh smell of the Earth from my garden as the summer-browned grass drank up the water was intoxicating. The Earth was rejoicing, as was I.

Who would have thought you'd come along?

The Indian Ocean frothed in front of us. The lights on Marine Drive were iridiscent blobs of the prettiest colours, blinking along the coastline of our beautiful Colombo. Back to the summer days of the hot days and hotter nights, with occasional patches of rain to keep us happy. The waves broke on the rocks like crystal breaking into little shards of diamonds, a million glittering points of utter wonder. We watched as the sky is a shade of mostly royal blue with a traitorous patch of tangerine, pink, purple velvet, Barium green or red, showing that the sun isn't totally gone. The lights of Colombo blinked merrily, and seated near the rail tracks of the beach down Marine Drive, we kissed just as a train passed behind us, our bodies shuddering at the thundering noise and impact, your grip only getting tighter.

We kissed.

I was waiting for you to come along.
All through these beautiful summer days.
All my life. 

Thursday, July 07, 2011

Dear Fairy-Godmother

This letter is in reference to that party I went to, two days back.

I was dancing with this guy at the party.
The very hip, very cool party.
Flashy clothes, all top of the line
Everyone glittering from head to toe.
I was fancily dressed thanks to you. 
So then, the cutest guy in the room asked me to dance.
Of course I said yes.
He was rich, he was cute, he was tall. Why not right?
So we danced.
Everyone watched as we grooved.
Slowly, the dancefloor started filling up and people were dancing around us. 
And just as no one was looking.. He grabbed my butt!
That pervert! He grabbed my butt.
I was shocked. So I ran for it.
Pell mell, down the stairs, I ran for it.
The stairs tripped my shoe and I nearly fell. I was too much in a hurry so I left the shoe and I ran to my car.
And now that pervert is all over the place
Trying to identify the shoe.

That bastard. 

Sincerely,
Cinderella.

An Ode: Lust, Love.

Breathe and slide closer, inhale exhale, chest rising and falling in a rhythmic beat.
Shy, shyness engulfing the spcae between our bodies, my lips parted to catch the breath I couldn't catch before.
The air almost trying to pacify the utterly inhibiting limits of our lungs, so pointless and un-needed in this haunting, daunting deed.

Your finger tips trace the contours of my lips, down my face and between my breasts, enticing gasps so, slow soft velvet. Your hand running through the lengths of the raven locks, burning flame; an open kiss, along my jaw, along my collarbones, over my heart, lingering lingering.

There will be no more breathing. Rise and fall, rise and fall, bodies entwined in the thousand passions of a ray of light, expression expression. Blue light, moonlight tracing our bodies. Wound in each other, skin to skin, patina of warrmth. Soul to soul, lips to lips. 

Rise and fall, a pounding beat. Steady steady as the crash of the waves. My lips parted, your lips on my skin, moving along, burning a slow trail of fire. Melody your name, in gasps and sighs, in long and winding syllables, a gentle caress on my tongue, your name your name. 

Tangled we are in this web of lust, the oxygen in the room burning into and inferno above red. Human emotions, basic instinct, expression expression. Tangled we are, mind to soul. Two hearts we are, bleeding love into the same glimmering pool. 

The Knight, The Hero, The Loser and The Phony.

"Knight in Shining Armour" it said
A paid adverstisement on the flat screen TV
Armour colour choices of black or red
Finally someone who was ideal for me

"Hero Upon a White Horse" I see
Splashed across the leaftlet one day
My life would never be as bleakly
If I find this hero right away 

But I was never a damsel in distress
I fought my battles, I stood strong
As nice it is to have love's caress
I would prefer to sing my own song

The Knight was nothing but a loser in tinfoil
The Hero was nothing but a jerk on a pony
Such was the result of my meandering toil
My so called man was a  phony. 

Sunday, May 01, 2011

The Golden Balloon

She dragged her feet as she walked
She left skid marks on the ground
She slumped her shoulders, away she went
She walked with hardly a sound
The street was full of colourful balloons
It made her black and white
Her monochrome countenance swayed
Dull and out of sight

And then a golden balloon said " Hello Miss
How may I make you smile?" 
She raised her head and said very softly
"I haven't shed a smile in a while"
The golden balloon, his round face shining
Bobbed against the summer air
"Well then, just hold tightly to my string
I promise thee, it shant tear" 

She closed her eyes, she held the string
And then she thought no more
The golden balloon began to rise
Until she began to soar
Up and away they rose from the Earth
The balloon and the girl were gone
Fading forever to the vast blue expanse
Into the summer sunshine's song

:)

A/N: Sal o thys shael tia kylael shalyl :)

Oh My God, It's The Devil

Religion. Ah, it is such a prick.
And no, think what you want of me, but honestly religion is a whole load of crap. 

Do I believe in God? Interesting question.
The thing is, I don't. Half of the good things that have happened to me, I say they happened due to random chance, coincidence, luck and timing. Believable. I have a scientific mind.. And unless I have proof of something, my mind rejects it as being false by default.

Which is ironic you know? I'm a writer. I am supposed to believe in things beyond the conventional realm of things but my mind refuses to grapple with the concept that God exists. My mother preaches to me that He does. Sometimes it honestly gets on my nerves, but it's my mother and she has her beliefs and I have mine.
In all honesty, I don't have issues with people who believe in God. I don't have a problem with religion as long as religion doesn't apply to me. I mean a person I am close to could be one of those Bible quoting, Rosary counting people and it wouldn't bother me in the least because it's their life to believe whatever and do whatever. So here is my stand in things... I don't believe in God.

Ah, now comes the rub.
I believe in the Devil. Yes, yes I do.

Now let's back track and forget everything for a moment.

The universe is made of opposites. This is stuff we learnt for basic Physics/Science. Light has darkness, fat has thin, Voldemort has Harry Potter and Batman has the Joker. Opposites are needed to strike a balance. The world would never be a utopia because utopia would not flourish on its own, not without the dystopic element in it. Dystopia is crucial for the survival of utopia and vice versa. Just imagine lions stopped hunting deer... We'd be over run with deer and we'd have no fucking trees! See my point? Nature knows best, and knowing best is striking a balance. So there, we have our basic theory of opposites.

Now going back to the Devil. I said I believe the Devil exists right? Yeah. You know what bothers me? I don't believe that God exists but I believe the Devil does. Oxymoronic? Yes. That's like saying that I know light is present but darkness doesn't. I mean, no light = no darkness right. So... It's looks like my beliefs have been questioned! OH NO! I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN GOD!  THE HORROR!

Also, you know what's funny? We get all these self proclaimed Atheists, metal heads mostly. They speak exclusively of their strong disbelief in God and yet pay homage to Satan. To them, I say this: You are all a bunch of fucking hypocrites. Seriously. If you're going to disbelieve in God, you need to not believe in the Devil too. If you're going to hero worship Satan, you might as well accept the fact that God exists. And no, you cannot fault me on this because I am talking directly based on the theory of opposites. One end of an opposite can never survive without the other. Simple fact. I'd rather be a metal head who believes in both God and Satan than a hypocrite who believes just one side of it; to be evil is SO COOL NOH!

So now comes my take on things. 
Do I believe in God along with my belief in Satan?
Or do I believe that neither exists?
I won't consider either of them. I don't believe in God, I don't believe in Satan. Rather, I believe in something more powerful, something inevitable, universal and something far easier to grasp because we see proof of it everyday, we see it affecting everything from a virus particle to a blue whale; a flower to a tree.

Death.
I believe in Death.

The Scar

I stand in front the mirror and smile
I stare at my self and wait for a while

Willing myself to change, to change
And I'm still me, it is so strange

I raise my shirt and study my skin
Soft and smooth, curving in

I look at the scar which marks my side
I study the scar that spreads wide

I go back to that horrible scar
Like a lightining bolt, my skin its marrs 

A part of me which I cannot hide
Acceptance raises the fallen pride

I look at the scar, and there it stays
A patch of skin that's dark and raised

I smile and the scar, I trace it's shape
I see no reason to find an escape

The heart in me with good pride swells
Thank you scar, you taught me well. 

A/N: Always nice to have a moment to accept one's self. ;)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

The Lady and The Reaper

Beautiful stranger, black in the night
Wavering from my line of sight
Blackened branches under pale moonlight
Casting shadows; delight delight

Weaving through the pale blue mist
Thy grace and majesty a wonderful twist
Walk behind thee, I could not resist
Thy hand in my hair; sweet lips kissed.

Casting thy spell, thou lure me slow
Basking in thy red afterglow
The noise in the branches shout, bellow
Weeping stories, Weeping Willow

Amongst the tree, the shrub and creeper
I saw that thou art a soul keeper
Yet my vain love grew deeper and deeper
I fell in love with the feared Grim Reaper

Beautiful stranger, black in the night
Wavering from my line of sight
Blackened branches under pale moonlight
Death is but of relieved delight.

A Craving For Love

Love comes is all shapes and size sand in so many various forms right?
But.. Tell me why the love we have is not the love we pay heed to?
Why do we have a hell-bent need for a different type of love?

We crave for the love that is like wildfire
With the bright, red flames that consumes us whole
And before we know, we lose ourselves
And in most cases we can't find our way back
We lose ourselves. So.. Why do we crave it?
Is it because that a love like fire is rare and doesn't happen often?
Or is it because we're hormone junkies? Riding on guilt trips and sorrow?

When a lover breaks our hearts we claim to have "lost the ability to love"
We claim to be "unloved by anyone".

Screw that. Open your eyes. See how many friends have pulled you to safety
Remember all the times your mother held you to her
If you have a younger sibling, you'll see in their eyes how they look up to in complete adoration and love
Think about the nights you were drunk and happy in the company of people you'd take a bullet for
So screw all the "I am unloved by anyone" stuff.

Crave the love you have. Not the love you don't. A love like a fire is still a fire. It will burn out someday.
But a love like magic, like the one you seen in the smallest things around you...
... it remains intact and unbroken, because the universe is built on magic. And the universe never ends.

Crave the love you have.
It's all around.
You just have to know where to look.

The Boy

He sings to me; that boy that man
He sits outside my window pane
Every night without fault I see him smiling
Sitting through the dreary rain
He sings his songs, so soft so beautiful
Heart breaking, a soft lullaby
His voice it tilts me over soft yonder
When the moon smiles in the sky
His long lean body shakes in the cold
And it calls out for my embrace
I see him through my window glass
Through curtains and trails of lace

Caged I am within these walls 
For I cannot speak out to that boy
His eyes smile like the Evening Star
It brims with unbridled joy
I long to hold him for I am falling in love
But I cannot bring down these walls
So I sit and listen as he sings to me
As his voice to my soul it calls
The need for me to sooth his hurt
Grows to drive me insane
But I cannot go so I sit and watch
The boy outside my window pane. 

Hatred For You.

As much as I want to be sefless
I want to see you cry
The uglier side of me loves the pain
You'll feel when I someday die
As much as I am patient
I want you to weep at my grave
I might love you, but it poisons me
For it is not me you will save.

I want your heart to break and crack
Just like you did so to mine
I want you to suffocate in your head
Oh, the thought is so divine.
I want you to be crippled with grief
To fall on your knees and break
I want you to feel a lifetime of regret
For every oncoming day break

But I want you to stop crying and smile
Look back and compare me to the dawn
I hate my self for loving you
So just miss me when I'm gone.

Lies

Darling your lips are red, they're shining
What poison apple did you eat?
Your eyes bloodshot, red blood lining
Your skin oh, flushed with heat

Darling your lips are red, they beckon
Lingering kisses on your throat
Your lush skin speaks in want I reckon
Your mind struggles to stay afloat

Darling your lips are red, they glisten
Like the diamond on your hand
Close your eyes and take a listen
To the funeral march playing band

Darling your lips are red with your lies
They're crimson, they're scarlet, they shine
Darling I see the fear in your eyes
As the knife traces your jawline

Darling your lips are red, I'm taking your life
It's killing me to hear your cries
They say an eye for an eye, it's beautiful
Your lips are red with your lies.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Amazing

The world is a bucket of technicolour paint
You are the blues, the colours of depth, and I am the yellows bright
We paint the world wherever we go
We're painters, skillful painters.


The ink that flows in the pen never ends
Because imagination has no end, it knows no limits nor bounds
We write what we see, than of what we know
We're chroniclers, travelling chroniclers. 


Maybe it be the sea and the crashing waves
Like how the water pounds on the rocks in a mystic mantra forever
Something about it is amazing
Just like we're amazing, amazing. 


Be it colour, be it black and white
There is something about the two of us, we are amazing, we are amazing
We shed light wherever we go
We are amazing, so amazing. 

Monday, October 18, 2010

The Bear

There was a bear that I once saw
Who loved green tea and ate eggs raw
He was really a cuddly bear
In his mouth was a golden pear
But he had a thorn on his paw

So he carried his hand in a neat mansling
He had cool shades with amazing bling
In his other hand was a mug
From which he did always chug
He would sing, oh he did sing!

He walks with the mug held tight in hand
His hair was bleached to the colour of sand
He his little chug mug was green
He enjoyed Lebanese cuisine
He liked his bear-girls sun tanned

On days if you were to pass his cave
And if in the air you feel a shockwave
Do not worry, he's just having fun
It's his party music, it's not a gun
He loves to smoke weed and rave

So if you happen to walk by past
The home of the bear with the hand in the cast
Stop and ask for the little green mug
He'll let you have hearty chug
Of honey-laced strawberry blast



A/N: This one is for Oshi, Naveen, Anaz, Najitha, Gava, Chanuk, Chathu, Thanuri, Ramith, Olly and Gyles; the jokers who put the "fun" back in funeral ;) <3

Heaven Can Wait

You throw pebbles at my window in the middle of the night.
I squint out to the darkness and flick on my light
With the skill of a monkey you scale the apple tree
'Cause I know you're there to set me free

The sky is vast, does it mean we're lost?
If ice is pounded, do we call it frost?

You like the bed hair, the frumpled clothes; I smile
Before I sleep again, it will be a while
We sneak out in the dark and into your car
You whisper to me "Baby it isn't far"

I see that the knots on the rope have come undone
Tonight let's misbehave because we know that it is fun.

We sit on the hood of your car and it's dawn
I giggle and wink when you stifle your yawn
I stand up and when I start to sing our song
The sun comes up and it's hot and strong

What will be if we lie face down on the sand?
What the hell now, we've already been eternally damned!

Our mothers find out that we snuck out at night
They shock us as they smile at us without any fight
Then you grab me tightly and hold me by the waist
And say "Baby, you know, heaven can wait"

As we kiss we know that we're going to be late
We don't give a damn 'cause heaven can wait.